poem of the dying.
BEING
PREPARED.
The
angels will give us warnings to help us be prepared. Dying is just another
transition. Being ready, being completed at every moment, in every moment you
can still live fully and enjoy every moment, that is the challenge. While the
breath is still coming and going we can be thankful. Our busy lives keep us
occupied but respect we must the powers that call us out to fruition.
Angelo’s
story
I
met Angelo at the market. He didn’t seem like the kind of guy who would be
interested in angels. The angel gave him a message, ‘Go home’. I didn’t know if
it meant go home to his family or go home to the angels. It was ambiguous. He
said there was a restraining order out against him so he could not go back to
his wife. Later in another town I ran into him by accident. He said he was back
home with his wife and children. Not long after I met his mother in the street.
She said he had died suddenly. He had been in the shower, came out and said to
his wife, ‘I think I’m a gonna’ and died. He’d had a cerebral aneurism that burst.
He was 31.
Sometimes
our secrets will take us. When ‘love’ is not real we cannot live on. We need to
seek and search out the real love that is the real life. We cannot compromise
with it. It must be our priority. Our families will thank us for releasing
them, hard as it may seem. When we take the last breath a new journey is
beginning, a journey into light. Sharing that moment can be a joy.
Story
of bat
I
lived in the forest. In my house lived a tiny bat. We became friends. I would
make little clicking sounds and she would dance to them. One day she started
doing the same sounds and taught other bats. One morning, I found her on the
floor. I thought she was ill and left her to go to work. I came back in the
evening. She was still there. I picked her up. She held onto my hands with her
tiny feet. She looked up when the owl hooted. She began the ‘clicking sounds’ I
sang. There was so much joy in it. Like this was the high achievement of her
life. Then Raphael came and she was gone. Not breathing anymore. It was a rare
moment for me. I’ll not forget that.
Totems
Trish
said that her mother had loved rosellas (birds) and when she died many rosellas
appeared. Now whenever they see a rosella they are reminded of her. Tabatha
said that when her mother died a black cockatoo appeared and now when a black
cockatoo appears they feel it is her mother giving her a message.
When
my mother was dying I saw in visions first three large green butterflies, but
then at the time of her death a very large black butterfly. Since then to my
surprise both my brother and his son have become butterfly breeders. When my
grandmother died a bluebell flowered next to my bed where I was sleeping in the
forest. It was her favourite. I knew it was giving expression to her, that
somehow it was taking its life from her. I have not seen one since.
The
Rose
Singing
them over
Lynne
is very musical and a singer. She works in an old people’s home. Many are
passing on. Sometimes she has the opportunity to sing them over. She begins
singing and a melody and the tones will come with her as she feels the angels
working in her voice creating harmonies and overtones that soothe and heal the
passing, giving release. This is very beautiful for her.
Sara
and her mother
Sara
was only 28 when she committed suicide by hanging. She had had a history of
mental distress. Her mother came to see me. She did not want to talk to her
daughter, she was not ready for that just yet. Her daughter was present in the
Spirit world. Where she was it was celestial. She had a Rose that she offered,
through me, to her mother, and in that one gesture conveyed volumes. Later I
heard that her mother was a famous painter and had been recently painting
beautiful celestial angel pictures. Her daughter had been inspiring her. Her daughter
had a nature that this world does not yet recognize, nor know how to deal with.
The
Bardo
In
traditional Tibetan Buddhist theory, the after death period is called the
Bardo. We are being released from our bonding to this world. There are 8 angels
to be met. Each 7 days begins a new cycle. (In total 49 days). For the person
who is left this is the grieving cycle.
During
this period the different bodies are being shed; physical, emotional, mental
and more subtle bodies. You do not take your body with you, your emotions or
your thoughts. During this time they are being released from you and from this
world. This process is called Liberation.
Bonding,
is in degrees. Parental bonding can be very strong. There are many physical,
emotional, mental and spiritual links. These may have been absorbed from the
parent’s body directly into child’s body, or attitudes and thought patterns
absorbed in day to day influence, or in role modelling pressures.
Grieving
The
grieving is the untanglement and release of these patterns. I have a song ‘I am
me, Done with you’. It is a song of freedom. There is a need to re- establish
our identity when a loved one is lost and to trust in the process as it
unfolds. Some form of grieving must be done. For some people with strong wills
they may not feel it. The grief may go into a fragment. This leaves the door
open for illness later. It may even appear in their children. This is the
origin (legacy) of the saying ‘Sins of the parents’. These are being carried
through for 3 generations. Healing has to take place now. Putting it off is
putting it off into your children. At least, do your best.
Raphael
says ‘Call on the angel. Ask for blessing, Ask to be released. I am with you I
am always with you. I can carry you. You are not a load to me or a burden. I am
your friend in your need. Reach out to me. Call me. Find a way! Thankyou!’
Story
of Jenny
Jenny
was dying of breast cancer. I had known her for a long time. Buddhism was
important to her. After she died she was often present with me, coming and
going. Then I realized she was sharing her experiences with me through the
Bardo; the bliss, the ignorance and the waves of light as they unfolded her
life history, that she be redeemed. I learned that this process could be
practised. You do not have to die to complete the journey but you do need a
companion on the other side. There are doors and songs, and songlines, and a
weaving of love and light and happiness. She created an opportunity for her
children to learn to pass over and return, that they all may be together in the
Oneness. (Jenny says thank you). Another friend says ‘I had a conversation
recently with Jenny re: Goddess Tara. Jenny said that she had become part of
Tara, goddess of mercy. ‘Her spark had returned to its monadic source’.
The
bardo is the completion of life’s unfulfilled dreams. It is a dreaming ground.
There
are reports of people who had taken the body with them. Mary is the most
famous, and Enoch. This is called an Assumption.
Story
of Mantis
In
Greek times there was a secret society of Masters code-named Mantis. I had been
having memories of this and flashes of their achievements. They were Sun
worshippers and Christ was their Sun. They were a cult of the Solar Christ.
During
this time a praying mantis, an insect, appeared in my car. He was very cute and
I would put him out but he would come back in. I gathered that he wished to
stay with me. He would sit on my shoulder and look out as we drove along, in a
way that made me feel that it was a master who was really looking through his
eyes. This went on for four or five days. We formed quite a special bonding. It
was like having a little doggie with me. One day I couldn’t find him so I
guessed that he had left. I felt sad. Then I found his little body and knew
that he had really left but he had left his body behind for me to remember him
by. Then I realized the value of leaving the body behind. It gives an anchor
for those who are left behind.
Death
and the Four Elements
Visualisation
What
would you like to have done with your body after you die? This is an
interesting process to use creative imagination to experience the various ways
and follow the process to its completion.
Begin
with as assistants, angels of the earth. You are buried into the earth itself.
There is dissolution into the soil and you merge with Mother Earth. Daydream
about this.
Next
the angels of air. Your body is placed on a platform and offered to the air.
You merge with the Atmosphere of Earth.
Next
the angels of Water. Your body is slipped into the sea or river (such as the
Ganges) You merge with all the Oceans of the Earth.
Next
the angels of fire. Your body is burned in a fire. Surrender to the element and
let the emotions and feelings pass by. Know that it is just your body.
This
visualization will give you insight into the nature of the 4 elements within
the physical body and through an awareness of their dissolution the highest
form or quality that the body can take. Even if you do not believe in a soul or
a God you must believe in a body and that one day it will not be. What will
happen to you?
What
if you had been entombed in a pyramid, or Sphinx? What would have been your
experience of leaving the body? What knowledge would you have gained?
You
may look at other curious ways that cultures bury their dead.
E.g.
some aborigines were placed inside the ‘flutes’, buttresses of a giant fig
tree. They wished to merge their spirit with this tree, which was considered
the ‘Tree of Life’. I went to a place where the ‘clever fellas’, aboriginals of
high degree, had lived and been buried this way. I found the most beautiful
orchid growing on the trees. It had gold sheen petals and an apricot vagina. I
knew that an orchid has a genetic code so I felt that they had placed their
knowledge in these flowers for future reference. We need to know the keys.
Some
people are cremated. Their essence remains in the ash. Their Spirit Body is
accessible by using the ash this way.
TIMING
OF DEATH
Try
to imagine what it would feel like if you died say, on Mother’s day or on
Valentine’s day, or even at Easter, what impressions would you carry with you?
What impressions would you like to take with you? What is part of your soul
purpose?
Here
are many secrets!
ON
YOUR GRAVE?
What
would you like to have written on your grave? How about ‘join me?’ or ‘you’re
next’ or ‘see ya soon’, ‘Have a drink on me!!!’. Play with this. What would you
like to say as your last words or on your last breath? This is very powerful.
THE
DEATH WISH AND THE DEATH STAR?
If
the angel was to offer you a wish at your passing over, or three wishes, ‘I
wish, I wish, I wish’ what would you wish for. Perhaps another breath? To
complete this life? These will not be earthly wishes as you have no earthly
life left. Nor will they be material wishes. They are Spirit Wishes. You can
wish for them now.
Call
on the Angel of Wish-fulfilment. Ask for a wish. Know it is granted at this
time. Trust, and temper trust, with wisdom and knowledge.
Tamayra
writes this story
One
time in the city of Sydney a group of us Angel Helpers were in the Botanical
Gardens, joining with the Angels to wish for a peaceful venue for the Olympic
Games. On the way out we passed a beautiful sculpture of a woman’s head placed
beneath a tree. It’s title was ‘The Wish’. Other folk have now noticed it too.
Whenever I go there flowers have been placed upon it. Is this the face of an
Angel of Wish-fulfilment?
At
your Passing a star will appear in the sky. This is your Soul Star. It heralds
the transference to another realm. It may appear as a flying saucer to your
neighbours.
You
can make contact now.
PHOWA
Pho
wa is a Tibetan tradition in which a new life-cycle is created. The faculties
that we need to create the next life-cycle were needed to create this
life-cycle. So by awakening them we can find out what we have created for
ourselves, our life blueprint. Unfortunately we do not have another life. This
is the last. Much has to be finalized in this lifetime. A new spiral of time is
beginning, and the old laws do not apply.
STORIES
Bronwyn’s
father the agnostic
Bronwyn’s
father had staunchly been an agnostic all his life. He did not believe in a
God, after all there are many versions around. When he was dying and she went
to see him she saw how his thick black hair had gone wispy and gray and his jet
black eyes had faded to pale blue. He looked at her, barely able to speak and
said, ‘There is a God’.
Peace
to the dying
Another
woman reveals that her husband, in the throes of lymphocytic leukemia, was
visited by a pale white man with icy blue eyes. After the visit, the terminally
ill man seemed lit up, just vibrant, according to his wife. He died two days
later, but with what his wife called extraordinary peace of mind.
Comment;
He had met with himself from the future. The angel is your future self, whether
you meet in this world or the next.
Transforming
the spirits of the dead
J’s
father had died. He had been emotionally and physically abusive. She had dealt
with the emotional side but his spirit was still unattended to. When I spoke
with her I could see, nearby, this dark shape, not malevolent. I said that some
spirits need to be transformed and light brought to them. By drawing a picture
of them in all colour with light radiating out of them can help, or by sending
coloured light to them such as, gold or pink or violet. This can transform
them. Else you can dance them. The dance is an evolution in the light. When the
spirit is stuck on its journey, the dance can complete the journey of that
aspect into the light. I encouraged her to do this. I began to show her how but
ended up doing it. It took just 20 seconds. The darkness became a golden centre
with active white light criss-crossing it and a soft violet outer edge. This is
how his spirit really was. Jenny’s father was also a part of her so now that
part of her had been brought to the light.
The
angel cards
Tara
gave her grandmother some angel cards. Angel cards have a word for an angel
quality written on them e.g peace, hope, love etc. Several weeks later her
grandmother died. At the funeral her two young grandchildren gave everyone an
angel card. I received ‘love’ and my mother received ‘peace’. (Author; The
grandmother’s angel aspects that she had developed were being redistributed to
her descendents. This is the blessing of the elder.)
The
elder dies
When
Allan Laurie died at 80 years of age 2500 people attended his funeral. He was
Aboriginal elder of the Yaegl tribe. A.C had this experience: First the angels
of Transformation came to her and began working in her. This was followed by
the angels of Jubilation, appearing in the clouds with trumpets. For hours on
end they were there. A great celebration was taking place. On several occasions
she saw Allan’s face in the sky, as in a vision. His presence was that strong.
She also saw the dead rising up as in a resurrection.
This
is an example of Ascension taking place. His passing over seeds a regeneration
in the Earth, and the soul heritage gifts begin a new cycle.
Story
of the Golden photo
I
was shown a photo of a 16 year old girl and her mother. The child could
scarcely be seen. She was surrounded by golden light. Two weeks after the photo
was taken the young girl died in a house fire. Her mother, who was into
Buddhism, celebrated. Everyone else was grieving but she was laughing as she
still felt the presence in the Bardo. They made a huge bell out of coloured
streamers. Later two ladies swore they could hear a bell ringing, deep, like a
Tibetan gong.
The
death cycle
Ian
reports that there was a definite feeling around leading up to his stepfather’s
death. He had not been ill. He had a heart attack while doing a very long ride
on his favourite horse. It was the middle of the bush and 4am on a full moon.
This is how he always said he wanted to go. Ian can recognize that feeling in
people now and determine whether they will live on or die, no matter what their
situation. This is a valuable skill to develop.
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